So this morning rolls around and i wake up at 4:30 like i do every morning and think to myself, "Man, I really do not want to go to work at all today." That's basically the thing i say to myself every morning. I know that i have to go to work though. Otherwise i would be out on the streets and that wouldn't be good. I get up get dressed and walk to the HFAC (Harris fine arts center, for those of you who don't know) and clocked in. Every morning while i vacuum the e wing on the 2nd and 3rd floor i usually listen to my Ipod so that I'll stay awake. The usual mix consists of loud rock and roll, with screaming guitar solos and extreme lyrics. Don't even get me started on the bass lines. Today for whatever reason i decided that i was going to listen to Truman G. Madsen's lecture on the Prophet Joseph Smith. I randomly started with the last lecture which is about the martyrdom. Well i was listening to it and Bro. Madsen said something that really impacted my day. He quoted the last two lines from hymn #29, "A Poor Wayfaring Man of Grief". These deeds shall thy memorial be, Fear not, Thou didst them unto me. It really made me think about the prophet's life and all that he went through and endured. His life was so marvelous and he always strove to do what the Lord would have him do. The very last part mentioned that one member of the mob outside said that he thought he heard Joseph say, "Lord, What do i do?"
So right there i decided that i was going to be more like Joseph Smith. Instead of just letting things happen to me and think that they are beyond my control, I'm going to rely on the Lord. I'm going to do my best to be like Him and ask, "Lord, What do i do?"
The rest of my day was pretty good. I got a lot done and everything seemed pretty normal but it seemed a little lighter. Just a little better because i knew what i was doing for the first time in a long time. Maybe someday when somebody is speaking about me they'll use the lines to the same hymn that Truman G. Madsen used
These deeds shall thy memorial be,
Fear not, Thou didst them unto me
i mean it probably won't happen but it would be nice. ha ha
So right there i decided that i was going to be more like Joseph Smith. Instead of just letting things happen to me and think that they are beyond my control, I'm going to rely on the Lord. I'm going to do my best to be like Him and ask, "Lord, What do i do?"
The rest of my day was pretty good. I got a lot done and everything seemed pretty normal but it seemed a little lighter. Just a little better because i knew what i was doing for the first time in a long time. Maybe someday when somebody is speaking about me they'll use the lines to the same hymn that Truman G. Madsen used
These deeds shall thy memorial be,
Fear not, Thou didst them unto me
i mean it probably won't happen but it would be nice. ha ha